A Funny thing happened these to weeks. I got stronger. I don't just mean emotionally with the break up stuff. I mean I just got stronger as a person. I did not go to PT these two weeks but, I decided hiding in a hole was only hurting me and making me suffer, so I stopped. I continued working out hard and I added more lifting and intensified my cardio, because I all the sudden could handle it. I also decided I wanted another job so I called up the store I wanted to work at and told them they needed me. Believe it or not that worked. I dove into God's word and decided that I really can't change what has happened but I can chose how I react to it. So although I was still in pain during these two weeks I got stronger.
This is the first time I have worn heels since the surgery and that is something else I added to what I want to accomplish before I am done "healing". I was watching my baby sister perform at a basketball game.
The kids are also great motivators for all of this, so I really threw myself into them these two weeks and got a part of me back.
The three best reasons to keep moving and keep getting better, they count on me pulling myself together monday-friday to feed them, dress them and kiss all "hurts" while mommy makes the money. Thank God for them because I don't know if I would be getting stronger this quickly without them!
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